The Insight....

huh? cant believe the things that iv heard recently..... i cant believe but all of the "chismis" are true... so technically, its not gossip anymore....

first case:
the rumor about a certain girl... cant tell... its a secret! heres a hint... i would be caught dead if i spill.... anywayz, i will never be like that... not today at least... not until i get married to justin timberlake, chad murray, christian bautista or hero angeles for that matter...

second case:
here's a lad.... someone i used to think is so great but somehow, due to recent events... i became disappointed... imagine i did a corporal work for someone i thought unfortunate in that subject... but it turned out soemone could have helped him.... duh?! ano ako? personal-assignment-maker?

third case:
a lass i know(ehemmm!!) well, aside from being disappointed, shes undergoing a transformation... well, its also inlined with the event... she decided to surrender in order to win... gets? if you dont understand, read driven purpose life... those days of being bitter must come to an end... hahaha!!!

things ive learned these passed few days:

1.) keep my mouth shut!
-i should only tell my concerns to the people i trust... and not just anyone.... right alex? not all the people around me view my opinions the same as mine... so i better keep it to myself..

2.) stop being so nice!
-as ive said over and over before... the personal-assignment-maker is officially off the business... no more ms nice girl..... and thats for real!

3.) deal with the injustice...
- huh? accept mistakes..... face the present... be ready for the future... whats done is done... no regrets... no unfinished business.... life is unfair! live with it!! faith is hard but God is always near even when he's distant...

realizations are sometimes painful... but one of my realizations is that it intensifies your character..... submission is not accepting defeat, its simply trusting God with everything.... thats how i patter my life rught now... according to God's purpose.

unbelievable you may say? but if you start reading the book alex gave me.... youll learn that the things around you anly make your lives complicated.... just like now... everything seems so vague... but my trust is with the Lord.... loyalty comes a long way if the receiver is deserving....

im not an honest peroson to everyone, just to some... what you see in the outside is only a facade... the real me is buried deep within the skin that only the brave can fathom...