i went to plm yesterday for our enrollment... im happy because most of my classmates before will still be my classmates for the second sem...im also glad that my schedule is somewhat similar to the first i had.. friday is my free day..

the thing is i should have two day offs that is tuesday and friday but my pe class is scheduled during tuesday.. but its okay because i wont come to class looking sweaty and all... what surprised me is that our trigonometry is during sundays along with my cwts... how weird is that!?!

anywayz, unlike before my classes are more or less not so early in the morning... but a little late than before.. before, 4 pm is the latest subject i have.. but now i have until 5:30 pm.. but as i said its okay...

i feel better now than for the past few days.. i kinda got out from my shell a little bit and that enabled me to breathe... thanx to my ever beloved friends of course...

nazareth school is still having their intrams and how i wish i was there.. theres nothing to do at home.. and im bored to death.. how i wish its already november 8 so i could focus my attention to my studies... when im not doing anything.. im beginning to think im crazy because of all the things that keep entering my mind...

im not thinking of killing myself of course.. im not like that! but memories that i dont want to remember because it brings back loneliness and all that crap! and sometimes i wish of certain things that i know is impossible to happen.. or is it? hehehe!!

though everything is not as simple as before, i think if i become true to myself ill be able to surpass all these things.. but that is something i find so dificult coz i might get hurt in the process.. and i dont want that of course.. its just... its like theres something in blocking my throat and i cant breathe.. and i know that if i let it out, ill be able to feel better...

haii.. ill just wait for the right time.. maybe in the future things will fall into place the way i want it to be..