hezekiah

ei.. its been so long......

2005-04-14T14:32:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!
just finished first year of college in plm......
finally! success!!!
now my new problem....
i have to arrange my papaers so i could shift to nursing...
hate that task!
why cant i just transfer just like that.........
ok naman yung gwa ko...
well, good luck nalang sakin........
keep in touch........
sna may time na ulit akong gumawa ng blog....
see yah!

2004-11-20T08:48:00.000+08:00

so tagal ko naring di nakapag post.. anywayz wla namang maxadng bago... ganun pa rin... maraming trabaho sa school pero ok pa rin.. tinatamad na kc akong maginternet kya d narin ako madalas na makapgpost..

so pagfeel ko ng ichika ang mga happenings sa life ko ill let u know.. bite me!

journey to the past...

2004-10-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

"Journey To The Past"

Heart, don't fail me now!
Courage, don't desert me!
Don't turnback
Now that we're here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear!
Or how a road can seem so long
How the world can seem so vast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past
Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waitingg
Years of dreams
Just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Fin'lly home where I belong
Well, starting here, my life begins
Starting now, I'm learning fast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past
Heart don't fail me now!
Courage don't desert me!
Home, Love, Family
There was once a time
I must have had them too
Home, Love, Family
I will never be complete
Until I find you...
One step at a time
One hope, then another
Who knows where
This road may go-
Back to who i was
On to find my future
Things my heartstill
Needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign!
Let, this road be mine!
Let it lead me to my past
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
To bring me home...
At last!
At Last!

at the beginning....

2004-10-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind meT
his is the start
Life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
At the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you
We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how are dreams could come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
And life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
At the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's going to tear us apart
And life is a road and I want to going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

2004-10-28T11:13:00.000+08:00

i went to plm yesterday for our enrollment... im happy because most of my classmates before will still be my classmates for the second sem...im also glad that my schedule is somewhat similar to the first i had.. friday is my free day..

the thing is i should have two day offs that is tuesday and friday but my pe class is scheduled during tuesday.. but its okay because i wont come to class looking sweaty and all... what surprised me is that our trigonometry is during sundays along with my cwts... how weird is that!?!

anywayz, unlike before my classes are more or less not so early in the morning... but a little late than before.. before, 4 pm is the latest subject i have.. but now i have until 5:30 pm.. but as i said its okay...

i feel better now than for the past few days.. i kinda got out from my shell a little bit and that enabled me to breathe... thanx to my ever beloved friends of course...

nazareth school is still having their intrams and how i wish i was there.. theres nothing to do at home.. and im bored to death.. how i wish its already november 8 so i could focus my attention to my studies... when im not doing anything.. im beginning to think im crazy because of all the things that keep entering my mind...

im not thinking of killing myself of course.. im not like that! but memories that i dont want to remember because it brings back loneliness and all that crap! and sometimes i wish of certain things that i know is impossible to happen.. or is it? hehehe!!

though everything is not as simple as before, i think if i become true to myself ill be able to surpass all these things.. but that is something i find so dificult coz i might get hurt in the process.. and i dont want that of course.. its just... its like theres something in blocking my throat and i cant breathe.. and i know that if i let it out, ill be able to feel better...

haii.. ill just wait for the right time.. maybe in the future things will fall into place the way i want it to be..

literary....

2004-10-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

this day i planned to be good and smooth... turned out to be very annoying!! the program is okay i guess and i really like the interpretative dance of the second year.. im really glad they won!! they deserve it!!

haii to be honest going back to nazareth is painful because it brings back good memories that makes me lonely and annoying memories as well... i dont really want to feel annoyed because the fire that you kindle for your enemy burns you more than her... and i mean HER or THEM!!

the thing is the mere presence of this peole gives me the urge to be violent.. im containing myself as hard as i could and im about to blow.. of course not infront of other people... k alex lang xempre..

i feel sorry for her because i was kinda scape-goating on her awhile ago... im so frustrated i cant keep my thoughts straight...

basta.. bahala na si batman.. im looking forward to be caming back again for the intramurals tomorrow.. hope the aura will be different from the one today...

a sudden change of heart and mind...

2004-10-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

so i was saying awhile ago but some stupid reasons why not to come back to my X... and hell those are absolutely the right reasons not to...

hey iv lived for a long time without anyone by my side (you know whom i referring to!) and i know that i will be fine for the coming days without making any changes in my life... why the sudden change of mind? well because im really irritated at the moment.... im really really frustrated about things i cant even name...

the thing is it actually came to me to pick up where we left of but i know for a fact that it wont work... not anymore... it seems like everything is so annoying and i cant help but to find ways to release all these...

i dont want a complicated life... though i want something better, id rather stay the same than to risk my pride...
after all things will never be the same to what they used to be... im so stupid sometimes that im caught offf guard with the fast changes of reality..

its so dumb of me to say that something is beyond forgetting because all things are ever changing.. though the future doesnt always remember and the past doesnt always forget... im not either one of them.. im krishna and i can definitely forget something if i really want to..

i know i might eat my words one day but i assure you, i will do all my best to prevent that from happening... i forgot the reason why i continue to breakaway... hell with the past...

so friends out there if you see me falling that stalker trap.. hit me hard okay so i wont dare go down that path... maybe i cant find the way to finally unchain the past but i will someday...

sounds bitter right? well lets just say this girl woke up from a dream, not horrible and not also that fantastic... and ought to find a better dream to build... its nice to relieve that moment once in a while... but that will never happen anymore... not when im aware of it...

i dont want to close my heart because of my past... its just that id rather be alone than to spend my life with someone im not even sure im ganna marry someday...

hell i care about what i see or what i feel..... those things dont matter anymore... whats important is im able to live my life the way iv planned... no distractions to detour routes... bite me!

3 reasons not to come back to my X

2004-10-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

here goes... not that im thinking about it or anything... just thinking out loud...

1.) he already has someone else... its crystal clear.... hehehe!! no need to explain.

2.) when i went away he didnt come after me... obvious ba may someone else na nga eh...

3.) his friends are more important to him than anything else... theres no room for violent reactions coz iv already proven that statement.....

why did i bring this issue up... simple... some things are beyond forgetting...

heres what happened... i had to go to a tugon ek-ek thing last sunday... i had no time to attend mass except later that day.. so i signed-in in my messenger.. and there he was my ex online at the same time.

so we chatted and talked about whats new and all and we decided to attend mass together... nothing happened of course... just a simple eucharistic celebration... all went well and ended well...

so my friends keep bugging me about the issue... but id rather not say anything coz i know that whatever i say will be turned and used against me.. i have the right to remain silent about this michigas..... (michigas is another term for crazyness).

a friend always told me that i have this certain fixation about the song break away.. the thing is i already found out what that fixation is and i planned to share it to you all but its not yet the right time...

the thing is i dont want anything to change because i love my life right now and i still have my doubts... guess id be lying if i say i didnt like him because hes a really nice guy... but the thing is there are hindrances and i dont know... im confused.. everything is so perplex.. or am i making it to be that way?

anywayz.. i know what to do.. take the highroad as always... im just saying this to release all these thoughts that kept bugging me every night...

i found his poem.... its entitled "beyond forgetting".. its really nice and mushy and all that... but i wont post it here... not yet.. i find it dificult to reflect why i cant like anyone else... like as like-like not just like.. i watched this movie sweet home alabama and melanie carmichael said when she backed off during her wedding with the mayor's son is because she had given her heart a long time ago, her whole heart and she never really got it back...

the question is: does the same thing happened to me? i really dont know.. i dont want to make any hasty conclusions but i know one day ill find out for myself the questions that linger in my mind right now.. til here..

class cards suck!!!

2004-10-19T15:21:00.000+08:00

i finally got my classcards and im suprised how they turned out to be... when i ghot the cards, lets say there's a mixture of happiness and disappointment that moment... lets check out my grades shall we...

EPI - 2.25 === hey i think i deserve a higher grade than just 2.25...its not fair.. anyway our english prof is really inconsiderate so i guees ill just have to pray that she wont be our prof next sem.

PSYCHOLOGY - 1.5 === now heres a grade i didnt expect... i almost failed in the midterms and my quizzes are not that high either but our prof gave me this grade... hes so nice!

SOCIOLOGY - 1.25 === now heres something i known form the start.. since i got 1.5 in the midterm, we were told that it will aldance i spot higher if we have perfect attendance.. so no surprise at all..

SINING - 1.25 === i guess its okay.. i didnt put much effort in this subject that i made it a point that i dont fail so i think i deserve this grade...

ALGEBRA - 2.0 === already know what im ganna get in this subject.. i computed my grade before the finals and it turned out to be exactly what is supposed to be.. bite me!

CHEMISTRY - 1.75 === heres the suprise of the century! i failed her midterm and some of my quizzes and yet shes so generous she gave me this grade.. i so love Ms. Bumanglag!

P.E. - 1.25 === how i wish this subject is included in the general weighted average... i got a high grade and yet it wont be counted... iv known that from the start but a girl can dream... dream on!

CWTS - 2.5 === thank god this subject is not included in the G.W.A. i slaved every every sunday to go to school and for what? a lousy 2.5!!

all in all im still happy the way my grades turned out.. luckily im included in that dean lister thingy... hehehe!! we just had our pre-enrollement and the actual enrollment will be on october 27.

i pray that we will still be blockmates... the block-3 are so close (at least some of us) that i wish well be together all. our stay in plm... but as we all know hopefully ill be shifting to b.s. nursing next year... so i guess will just see each other around the campus by then...

so what do you say about my grades? they suck!!

gosh!

2004-10-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

after so many months of being left behind when it comes to movies and stuff, i finally caught up with all the great movies that ive missed.. though some of my favorites are yet to be seen, ive finally watched the prince and me and the notebook..

it was awesome... the guys from both movies are cute and so handsome...not to mention charming! the girls are ok too i guees, it would be better if im the one in the movie!! hehe!! dream on!!

the similarities i sought in the two movies is that the leading men are patient in waiting for the one they love.. how romantic! though those kind of love are almost going down the drain now a days, i guess its still okay to believe sometimes in life we can find a love like the ones shared in the movies...

i wasnt able to capture the famous quotation in the notebook and in the prince in me because im too captivated in the beauty of the two leading men... actually, i really find it interesting.. how the girls are the ones who left and being followed or patiently waited by the boys... hahaha!!

so, all in all... i had a great time watching those movies and though it sounds corny and all.. i learned a lot about life and love... not that im bitter or anything.. i just speaking my mind.... till here...

2004-10-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

i just got this from the bulletin board in my friendster account.. its from ate kaycee and i think everyone can relate to it.... it goes something like this:
sino ba ang mas mahalaga, ang taong mahal mo o ang taong gusto mong mahalin?
ang taong kasama mo buong araw o ang taong iniicip mo bago matapos ang araw?
siya bang kasakasama mo sa lhat ng ginagawa mo o siyang dahilan ng lahat ng galaw at ginagawa mo?
sino ba ang mas mhalaga...ung taong nais mong makasama habang buhay o ung taong hindi mo makita ang habang buhay kapag wala cya?
cno ang mas matimbang...ung taong pag kasama mo'y parang kay bilis ng oras o ung taong tuwing iniicp mo'y parang kay bagal ng oras?
ano ang susundin mo...ang dinidikta mo sa puso mo o ang dinidikta ng puso mo syo?
sya ba un laging pumapasok sa icp mo o cya un laging laman ng panaginip mo?
cno nga ba...ang taong nagpaluha syo, o ang taong nagpunas sa minsang pagluha mo?
cno sa kanila...ang taong nagpapatawa syo o ang taong dahilan ng lahat ng iyong emosyon?
cno nga bang pipiliin mo???
ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO MO...
O ANG TAONG MATAGAL NG NANDOON?

hard right... so i just wanna say love ko to.... yah.. jasmine trias ang style!! hehehe!!

advance........

2004-10-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

so its october.. pretty soon its ganna be december and christmas and lots of christmas stuff will surely came back to life after being ignored for the pass 10 months.... so to start my christmas season in advance... i decided ill post some of my favorite christmas songs here... the first one is the gift by 98 degrees......i really like the lyrics.. its so christmasy....... well, its suppose to be that way....

THE GIFT

the snow is falling the city is white
ur eyes are shining like diamonds tonight
and were all alone theres no one home
your finally in my arms again the night is silent, the moment is here
i couldnt ask for more than having you near
cause i love you girl i always will and now i know the moment is right
cause i've been waiting to give this gift tonight
im down on my knees theres no better time
its something to last for as long as you live
tonight im gonna give you, all my heart can give
i thought i'd give you something shiny and new
i tried to find something worthy of you
but i realized when i looked inside
theres somethings that money cant buy
i feel the magic whenever your near
i feel it even more this time of the year
cause i love you girl, i always will
and now i know the moment is right, the moment is right
cause i've been waiting to give this gift tonight
im down on my knees theres no better time
its something to last for as long as you live
tonight im gonna give you, all my heart can give
you know ill always be true to you
and you know im the one you can turn toanytime any place anywhere
you'll know that ill always be there
oh baby cause i've been waiting to give this gift tonight
im down on my knees theres no better time
its something to last for as long as you live
tonight im gonna give you, all my heart can give

2004-10-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

we just ended our first semester... yahooooo!!!! i know i passed all my subjects, well im a bit hesitant in chemistry, damn! that subject is so hard!! im still hoping i pass that subject... i dont want to go back and torture myself with that subject again... on oct. 18 is the judgement day... ill be gettingmy class cards.... i wish to see lots of 1s or 1.25s... in my dreams!!!!!
got nothing more to say... ite me!

tapos na ang kalbaryo.... hehehe!!!

2004-10-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

finally! tapos na ang finals sa english, amth at chemistry... sana pumasa.... isa nalang ang test... psychology nalang... favorite subject pa!! joke!!! hay, sana excempted ako sa finals sa filipino.. epal naman kasi sa wednesday pa sasabihin kung sino ang excempted.. kahit na alam ko nanaman... joke lang..!!

tagal ko ring d nakapag post... busy kasi maxado eh... ngayon d namaxado... ok na kahit papano ang schedule ko... thank god! tapos narin ang birthday ni cecile... grabe na pagod ako dun ah... at isa lang ang masasabi ko.. ang papable ni camille ang the best!!! hay... kainggit! pero ok lang...

alam nyo ba... kanina tapos ng test sa algebra nadulas ako paglabas ko.. d naman halata at ok lang kaso biglang daan naman ni angas kasam yung g.f. nyang weird! kahiya tuloy... pero ok lang... hahaha!!!

namiss ko yung mga friends ko... hay... magkikita din tayo ulit... cge hanggang dito nalang... kepp you posted sa life ko.. sana makapasa ako...!!

Psychology.......

2004-09-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

iv just finish my case study in psychology and its about a girl who broke up with his boy friend and likes to commit suicide..... duh!! well, my case study is just one of the tons of work im suppose to accomplish before finals...... i still have my report in chem, talumpati in filipino, book review in english and problem set in math....... not to mention i still dont have a dress for cecille's birthday......

alex told me that i should pursue my course in psych..... yah right!! coz i have an inclanation to it...... nerf nerf!!!!!! i really find psychology teachers smart and very appealing...... wish i could be one!! hahaha!!!

anywayz.. when i opened my account a while ago, i have 10 friend requests to confirm! how odd!! usually i was the one inviting... thats life! hehehe!!

i have nothing more to say..... i dont feel writing anyways........ for now at least...... bite me!

Psychology.......

2004-09-25T20:44:00.001+08:00

Psychology.......

2004-09-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

breakaway

2004-09-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

i really like this song... its written by avril and sang by kelly clarkson... why? well, figure it out for yourself!! hehehe!!!

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray) I could breakaway
[Chorus:] I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will) And breakaway
[Chorus]
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

2004-09-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

wala alng.. tagal ko ng d nag post ah... tagalog muna para masaya... ok? katatapos lang ng socio finals ko... hehehe!!! 1.5!! saya!! tapos katatapos lang din ng graded recitation namin sa english.. syempre highest!!! hahaha!! yabang b? ganyan talaga ang life!!! medyo busy ngayon kasi may talumpati pa sa filipino tapos gagawa pa ako ng book review sa english... meron pang report sa chemistry kaya minsan nalang ako makapag post...

bukod sa school, wala naman akong masayong ginagawa... nakakaligtaan na nga minsan ang project swan pero bumabawi naman... minsan lang pla!! hahaha!!! nakakabaliw ang chemistry namin ngayon! sobra! as in! siguro lalo akong mababaliw kung chemistry ang course ko!! oist! alam nyo ba ngayon ko lang nalaman ang pagkakaila ng mayabang sa mapagmalaki... ang mayabang pala youre proud of something you dont have while ang mapagmalaki youre proud of something you have... see the difference!!

sabi ko tagalog muna... sorry i forgot!! hehehe!!! anyways hanggang dito nalang muna... gagawa pa ko ng journal ko para sa english tapos practice ng sayaw sa p.e. hay! buhay!

2004-09-13T08:51:00.000+08:00

ok so its been uite a while since my last blog... nothing new... still working on the project swan... saving money for the event.... school and blah blah blah! its our break time thats why i use my spare time writing this post...

cant think of anything to say.... heres one: the truth will set you free... but first it will make you misearble!!! how true!!! (sa tinatamaan dyan!!)

question: why is it that when youre not your usual self, the things that will remind you of your past, like poems, quotes, songs seem so piognant all of a sudden? hahaha!! here's a sample....

I'll Never Get Over You (Getting Over Me)

I hear you're taking the town again
havin' a good time with all your good time friends
i don't think that you think of me
you're on your own now, and i'm alone and free
i know that i should get on with my life
but a life lived without you could never be right

chorus:
as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

i try to smile so the hurt won't show
tell everybody i was glad to see you go
but the tears just won't go away
loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay
i know that i oughta find someone new
but all i find is myself always thinkin' of you

chorus

oh, no matter what i do
spending a lifetime to live through
i can't go on like this
i need your touch
you're the only one i've ever loved

chorus
i'll never get over you gettin' over
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

nice one!! see, even lyrics assert to my statement.... darn! infairness, i love this song... even though it sounds awkward sometimes,, you know!! hahaha!!! anywayz.. heres another song that i love so much.... for no other reasons ha... no other meanings except i really like it. PERIOD!

Hanggang Ngayon

Sa 'king pag-iisa
Ala-ala ka
Bakit hanggang ngayon ay ikaw pa rin sinta?

At sa hatinggabi
Sa pagtulog mo
Hanap mo ba ako hanggang sa paggising mo?

Kailan man ika'y inibig ng tunay

Wag mong limutin pag-ibig sa'kin
Na iyong pinadama
Pintig ng puso wag mong itago
Sa isang kahapong sana'y magbalik
Nang mapawi ang pagluha
Ba't hanggang ngayon ay ikaw pa rin ang mahal

Di makapaniwala
Sa nagawa mong paglisan
O kay bilis namang nawala ka sa akin

O ang larawan mo
Kahit sandali
Aking minamasdan para bang kapiling ka

Dati'y kay ligaya mo sa piling ko

Wag mong limutin pag-ibig sa'kin
Na iyong pinadama
Pintig ng puso wag mong itago
Sa isang kahapong sana'y magbalik
Nang mapawi ang pagluha
Ba't hanggang ngayon ay ikaw pa rin ang mahal

isnt nice!!! well, at least im over --- and hanggang ngayon happy ako!! db? haller!!! sa mga tinatamaan lang yun eepekto.. right alex!! hehehe!! joke lang...

the juice...

2004-09-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

we all people have different sides of personality. they laways say that the grass is greener the on the other side. and you know what i found out today... the shopaholic in me finally woke up! its all because of the "power of the card" yes! you read it correctly.... a have a visa card! how great!

you know me for being responsible... and hey, i am responsible... responsible for paying almost 700 pesos on the 15th day of september when the bill arrives! hahaha! its okay... well, i never buy anything for myself... not until now! i bought 2 new shirts.... dont ask where.... ill tell you anyway... one from penshop and the other from human...

so lets set aside all the shopaholic stuff... heres the juice... well, you know iv been reading the book alex gave me right? so everytime i read it, it pains me to continue because of the insights to ponder... it talks about pride, conflict and humility.... gosh!!! what a burden! its just that i love my ego... hahaha!!! the author say that victory comes from surrender and peace always has a price tag... sometimes it costs us our pride!! darn!

ok.. so forget the book.... here's a statement a girl told me.... "letting go is hardest not in parting ways but in accepting reality" i will not elaborate it anymore... well, she has a point.. cant argue with that! lets leave all the bitterness behind and continue with the juice...

we know that on october 2, cecile will celebrate her birthday, so iv been looking for a nice outfit for the occasion. i found this really quite and simple red dress and i think thats what i will wear... i have the power of the card, dont i?! hahaha!!!

a certain girl confessed something to me... she said she cant understand what she feels.... and she read her journal (she wrote it last year) and she remembered her words before.... YOU DONT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE STRONG.... what you need is a support system if you are expreriencing hard times... she told me it took a lot of courage on her part to say that.... what a girl!!!

well, if youre wondering if hows my school, its ok.. tons of report, early sociology finals, speeches both in filipino and english and a boring play! i wonder why im still alive!! hehehe!!!

as for my last statement.... i say... get on with life and bear the pain.... if i would be given another chance to live, ill choose not to change anything i did because these things made me who i am right now, and i like who i am... even with the imperfections... this is who i am...

The Insight....

2004-08-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

huh? cant believe the things that iv heard recently..... i cant believe but all of the "chismis" are true... so technically, its not gossip anymore....

first case:
the rumor about a certain girl... cant tell... its a secret! heres a hint... i would be caught dead if i spill.... anywayz, i will never be like that... not today at least... not until i get married to justin timberlake, chad murray, christian bautista or hero angeles for that matter...

second case:
here's a lad.... someone i used to think is so great but somehow, due to recent events... i became disappointed... imagine i did a corporal work for someone i thought unfortunate in that subject... but it turned out soemone could have helped him.... duh?! ano ako? personal-assignment-maker?

third case:
a lass i know(ehemmm!!) well, aside from being disappointed, shes undergoing a transformation... well, its also inlined with the event... she decided to surrender in order to win... gets? if you dont understand, read driven purpose life... those days of being bitter must come to an end... hahaha!!!

things ive learned these passed few days:

1.) keep my mouth shut!
-i should only tell my concerns to the people i trust... and not just anyone.... right alex? not all the people around me view my opinions the same as mine... so i better keep it to myself..

2.) stop being so nice!
-as ive said over and over before... the personal-assignment-maker is officially off the business... no more ms nice girl..... and thats for real!

3.) deal with the injustice...
- huh? accept mistakes..... face the present... be ready for the future... whats done is done... no regrets... no unfinished business.... life is unfair! live with it!! faith is hard but God is always near even when he's distant...

realizations are sometimes painful... but one of my realizations is that it intensifies your character..... submission is not accepting defeat, its simply trusting God with everything.... thats how i patter my life rught now... according to God's purpose.

unbelievable you may say? but if you start reading the book alex gave me.... youll learn that the things around you anly make your lives complicated.... just like now... everything seems so vague... but my trust is with the Lord.... loyalty comes a long way if the receiver is deserving....

im not an honest peroson to everyone, just to some... what you see in the outside is only a facade... the real me is buried deep within the skin that only the brave can fathom...

its been so long....

2004-08-28T14:39:00.000+08:00

the rain was dreadful... cant go out to hang out with my friends or even to sit and chat... all i did was finish the profile for the yearbook.... a drastic thought! i think Mrs. Flores is really mad because i was procastinating in finishing the yearbook... cant help coz its partly my fault why the yearbook is delayed... lots of things to do... plus those assignments that wasnt even mine! good news is i passed almost all of my test except chemistry.... imagine 51 over 112... not to be boastful but i got higher grades than others so i guess i should at least be happy for myself....

i received a vague text message last week... its a quote written in Filipino.... well it made me smile when i first read it... but later it made me think... does that text message have a more profound message than just a mere quote??? it remains a mystery to me... it doesnt really matter if its true or he just feels like sending that but im glad he did... i dont care anymore if it has another meaning... all i know is were friends and will always be...

always be?? that reminds me of a peom i worte back when i was in high school... it was a long peom and im so proud of myself for being able to write something like that.... i saw a copy of that from the bag i used to bring in school.... it came back to me to whom i dedicated that poem... but this time... its not for him... i dont ant to be bitter anymore... hahaha!! right alex!! hehehe!! ive moved on from that cold past...

an event will occur soon... iv been trying to rearrange things... from my habbies to my lifestyle.... kind of a new me... hahaha!!! its very difficult ill tell you honestly... but a girl got to do what a girl got to do... i want to acquire my goal before that even... so when people finally see me, they be amazed! hahaha!!! how i wish!!! well ill try to keepmy tasks on schedule..... well see.... give me 1 month and from a duckling, ill transform myself into a swan...

ive been reading this book that alex gave me for my birthday... purpose driven life... it change my perception about life step by step... after all, the instructions written on the book are do it by partner and read one chapter per day... who is my partner you may ask? you might not believe this but she's my sister!!! damn! but its cool but we dont read the chapter together... we take turns.... ill tell you what the book is about after i finished reading it for 40 days.... darn! thats so long... well patience is a virtue...

as always, i'll keep you posted...

cant describe...

2004-08-22T13:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday was supposed to be fun.... it was at frist, but suddenly it turned ugly... i had a sudden break down.. not literally, you know what i mean... i was thinking of chad all day while i was with alex... we went to dotcom to have some fun.... rafael went there to see us... and then puff! just like that, when we stepped out of dotcom's doorstep.... i saw a glimpse of uncertainty.... dont ask...

well i cant explain it.... suddenly i walked as fast i could taking alex and rafael with me... hahaha!! how odd... then... well, i went home... lets just skip the other part of the story...

after that rafael called and we talked about some stuff about you know who... hahaha!!! and then, this mornig, my mom asked me to do the assignment of the son of her officemate.. i told myself yesterday that im officially off as the personal assignment maker of the world!!! its okay but if you translate english paper into tagalog, is not okay! well its done.. im finished working on it this morning... and im working on my last corporal works of mercy... a powerpoint presentation for you know who!!!

im tired! im supposed to rest but i ended up doing loads of work, and its not even mine!! darn!

prince charming 2

2004-08-21T16:06:00.000+08:00

iv told you about my prince charming... and you know what? i cant get AUSTIN AMES out of my mind!!! i wonder if such a guy really exist... maybe in movies... but in real life???? i doubt! but i hope there's one... coz i sure want to meet him....

now i realized what i love in austin ames.... he's the football captain, school council president and hes such a coward when it comes to the woman he loves!

and i think its interesting to be in a situation like that.... i mean for him, he loves you when you are not you.... but when he finally realizes who you are... he suddenly hesitates....

ouch! it hurts.... but in the end, he took away all his reservations for the woman he loves!! haii... how romantic!

yah... but happy endings only happen in fairy tales and fairy tales dont happen in real life... but somehow, deep inside my heart i want to see someone with the same personality as austin ames... it would be like a dream come true!

My Prince Charming............

2004-08-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

i finally found what i want in a guy...... my typical guy is always the cute and smart ones.... let me give you some examples.....

1.) Kuya Bitoy --- always an inspiration
2.) "Angas" --- forget him
3.) We-wey --- caring as always

but this time, i found the perfect combination. add in Michael Moscovits of Princess Diaries and Austin Ames of Cinderella Story and there.... my prince charming... all in one person!! i realized this when i was watching Cinderalla Story with my friend Alex!! the movie is superb!!! (eventhough the critics give it a bad review) i never thought id say this, but i actually want to be in such place...... if you want to know, just watch the movie! and youll know.....

the midterms --- over.....

2004-08-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

ok so alam nyo na... tapos na ang midterms namin... di pa namn lahat pero chem lab nalang at matagal pa naman yun... grabe!!! nakakabliw ang mga test!!! at sa tingin ko medjo mababa ang grades ko ngayon... lalo na sa GENERAL CHEMISTRY!!!! as in!!!!!!

at dahil dito, pinarusahan ko ang sarili ko.... nagpagupit ako ng buhok!!! gusto nyo malaman kung gano kaikli.... see me!!! hahahaha!!!!medjo maluwag ang sked ko ngayon pero may pasok ako sa sabado!!! grabe!!! holiday na nga may pasok parin!!!! oa tlga ang plm!!!

at birthday ko nung wednesday!!! hehehe!!! ok lang... masaya.. kasi sinupresa kami nung mga officers ng block!! bumili sila ng cake para sa mga nagbibirthday!!! grabe! for the first time sa mga classmates ko may nagbigay ng surprise cake!!!! so in return nilebre ko sila sa KFC nung tuesday... nagpapicture pa nga kami sa tronix eh.... saya!!!

hoy mga dream belive divide friendships ko... miss ko na kayo.... videoke naman ulit tayo.... bago umalis yung isang tao dyan!!! alam mo kung sino ka!!! kailangan marami tayong mga happenings bago ka maglaho!!!! hehehehe!!!!!

sa bataan ako nagcelebrate nung birthday ko... absent nga ako sa cwts namin eh... pero ok lang.... marami pa kong ikukwento kaso nakalimutan ko na eh..... hahahaha!!!! basta yun na yun!!!!

Go get them!!!

2004-08-12T13:16:00.000+08:00

Go get them, fight them beat them! Let's go and fight them beat them CHD fight!!! gosh!!! its been all im hearing since yesterday!!! the story is that our class is ought to join in the cheering of our college for the cheering competition this thrusday... the CHD, college of human development, where we belong, was the champion for the university cheering for three consecutive years and so we have to break our own title and bring home the glory once again.....

you think its fun? yah, i think so too but its surely exhuasting and tiring!!!! our venue for practice is located in tondo!! gosh!!! ive never been so tired in my entire life just commuting from one place to the other! nevertheless, i hope your college win the title once again..... my friend mark is a cheerdancer and a member of the CHD basketball team..... huh! too bad.... he's been having ten times more the sacrifice than i am!!!

im really impress by the attitude of our block president... shes rona and shes really responsible..... unlike me!! hehehehe!!! anywayz, im really proud of her!! go rona!! go fight them beat them!!!!

Midterm Exams

2004-08-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

ok, so this week is considered to be the midterm exam week for all the students of PLM. for my ever first midterm exam, we have college algebra on monday, followed by sining ng komunikasyon on wednesday and psychology on saturday. well, my other subjects dont have schedule yet for midterm, so i guess its still a relief that algebra and chemistry is not on the same week. probably, its going to be one of the busiest week in PLM since on thursday will be the opening of our intramurals..... for CHD, we'll be wearing a blue t-shirt with the college name on it..... hahahaha!!!! no uniform on thursday!! actually my feet hurt when im wearing my back shoes.... but as what ive said, ill get used to it.

our cwts class for today was great! we had the so called seminar for volunteerism and community service.... huh! as if! but it was fun!!! even the scout masters are enjoying themselves, with us!! some students sang infront of the crowd of the justo-albert auditorium... and you know what? i notice a very cute, handsome and good-looking scout instructor! yeah! he's so handsome that cecille wants to take a picture of him in her cellphone!!! hehehe!!!! according to some of my classmates, his name is Paolo.... (nice naman) speaking of handsome, cute boys in cwts, there is this one guy i always find adorable.... i address him "angas" because i dont know his name.... it happens to be that he has a girlfriend.... how did i know? its simple.... i concluded that once a guy is walking with a girl, holding hands, so sweet with one another, they have a relationship... am i right? of course! so forget about him.....

ive been busy with lots of things today so i seldom visit my blogger.... and for this week, august 14 marks the special day for me.... of course, its my birthday!!! hahahaha!!!! i will be celebrating it in Bataan on sunday august 15 but that doesnt mean that you are excuse if you forget my present... no way!!! hahahaha!!! joke!!! anywayz, we have lots of birthday celebrants during august. we have abu, aug.5, jc, aug. 11, michael, aug. 12 (who's michael? ask alex.... hehehehe!!!) and aug. 14, me!!! well some of my friends are also born on the month of august, so ill put them on my next post....... hope everything will turn out great this week.... oh yeah... the academic committe of tugon-rescue will be having the annual "brain damage". its a university wide quiz bee in PLM and cecille wants us to join... its open for everybody, but ill think about it..... do you think i should join? well, lets wait and see....

hey.. i forgot...

2004-08-05T16:28:00.000+08:00

i forgot to tell you about this wonderful thing our prof in psychology did... he's so cool!!! well, first he taught us how to play black magic.... its so easy! and nxt, he showed us how to interpret one's personality through colors!! and it really works!! im so amazed by what he did.... well he told us hell teach us when we are already 3rd year students of psychology, as if!!!! i want to learn how it works, but i guess i'll never be able to because ill shift to a new course next year.... yah, the ever popular nursing!! anywayz, i'll ask him to interpret my colors so ill know and ill be able to share it with you guys....

for the past days ive been really eager to create a really cool account in friendster.... i dunno whats with me.... just kidding! i know whats the reason behind my eagerness but i cant tell you.... hahahaha!! its between me and alex.... it a leo thing.... only those born during the 13th and 14th day of august can know about this! hehehe!!! right alex?!? so thats it...

Cancelled

2004-08-05T16:17:00.000+08:00

were suppose to have our ever first midterm exam... college algebra... well, luckily it was posponed for next monday because our prof was late and we cant finish the test if we will answer it... hahahaha!!!!! i didnt study last night because i fell asleep..... hehehehe!!!! also, were supposed to have a meeting at tugon shed today at 2:30 pm but no one was there to conduct it. we waited until 3:00 but no one was there so we just left. i found out that were not going to have a practical exam on sunday for our cwts class because we will have a seminar about service and ek-ek.... hahaha!!!! i dont really understand what the instructor was telling us a while ago.... hahahaha!!! anywayz i dont have class tomorrow... finally!!! ive been beat up by assignments and early classes!!!! i need to rest!!! well thats all i ahev for now... ill keep you posted about my life in plm.

p.s.
i just remembered, i wore my ever first school uniform yesterday!!! yes!! finally!!! my foot hurts because of the heels of my shoes.... anywayz, ill get use to it.... hehehehe!!!!

Friday the 13th

2004-08-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

ok so i know i said that im not ganna attend the tugon anniversary... but i did and im so glad.... you know why..... here are the three top reasons:

1.) the oath taking took place there and now, im officailly a tugonista;

2.) the handsome head of tugon was there (of course)

3.) and there is a special guest that performed that night... Keath Martin!!!!! he sang because of you!!!!!!!!

the anniversary was held at Kimberly Hotel, near Robinsons Place... it was called Friday the 13th because it was the 13th year anniversay of Tugon-Rescue and it was friday that night.... and to my surprise Keath Martin was there!!!!!!! hahaha!!! im so glad i came!!!! well about the handsome head of tugon, he's name is Bitoy... well its his nickname... you can check his account on my friendster... his name is Kirby....... hes so smart, talented and ofcourse handsome!!! he's vewry friendly too..... now i realize that if ever i didnt come, i would regret it!!! so here i am... no regrets.... its something i will never forget!

S Club 7

2004-07-30T09:20:00.000+08:00

i just realized how great the songs of S Club 7 are.... i always enjoy listening to their music and here are some of my favorite songs from their group...

"Never Had A Dream Come True"

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

"Have You Ever"

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

nonsense lang po 2....

2004-07-26T16:52:00.000+08:00

I was sort of hoping,
That you would come along,
Like the answer to a prayer,
And the music to a song.
Like the kind of thing that happens,
At a special place and time,
That will change our lives forever,
Like a fantasy of mine.
The fantasy was there before,
I ever knew your name,
And now that I have found you,
We will never be the same.
So, pardon, if I look at you,
Forgive me if I stare,
At the fantasy I knew before,
I saw you standing there.
For I was always hoping,
That you would come along,
Like the answer to a prayer,
And the music to a song.

The marathon....

2004-07-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

so we joined the milo marathon last sunday... it was fun... the marathon was a 5 km run in 1 hour.... we managed to finish it on time... me and cecille.... unfortunately, i wasn't able to get a certificate... how unfair! some of our classmates who didnt even run in the marathon was able to get a certificate... then i have none!!! thats ok coz i already told our pe prof about what happend.... hahaha!!! and wait till tuesday when we have our pe class, im going to tell on them!!!! after the 5 km run the milo prepared a program for everyone to enjoy.. there was an exibition og cheer routines and the milo amazing kids perform to us... for the first time ever, i say one of the milo amazing kids, japoy!!! hes so cute... he has a resemblance to hero, my love when you glance at him.... hahahaha!!!

after the marathon, we have cwts in the afternoon that day.... gosh im beat! some of our classmates didnt come because they were tired because of the milo marathon, they said!! how untrue!!!! they didnt even run!!! how come theyre tired!!! liars!!!!!!!! it was us who run and we were the ones who were there in our cwts that afternoon... gosh!!! how unfair!!!!

so lwts just wait till tomorrow... im really ganna squeal on them!!!! hahahaha!!!! and i hope our dance routine will turn out to be great..... well... thats all..... cant wait to brag my classmates about their cheating in the marathon!!!

fully loaded

2004-07-23T10:12:00.000+08:00

ok... nararamdaman ko na ang 22ong college life ngyon! ang daming trabaho! as in! quiz d2, assignment don! kaekekan lang naman lahat yun! joke! hehehe!! pero cool naman yung mga teachers namin kaya ok lang.... we have thins infomercila thing in psychology, and its driving me nuts! kasi ba nmn ang corny ng mga ideas ng groupmates ko! no offense but im just telling the truth... then we will have a quiz about the nervous system..... haii! grabe pa iba ibang language ang ginagamit ko ngayon ha.... d ako makapag type ng straight english 2day... why kaya? epekto cguro ng stress, pagod at mga kaechusan ng lahat! hehehehe! joke!

i like our p.e. class. the prof is cool and he gave us this dance assignment.... wala lang.... enjoy kahit d ako magling magsayaw... xempre kagroup ko dun c cecille, ar jo, mark and whats her name? i forgot our last groupmate's name.... sana maganda yun kalabasan ng dance roatine namin... sa hauz kami magpaparactice sa saturday at ang naturo ng steps.... the forever couple krizia and alvin.... haii naku d ata nagsasawa yung dalawang yun sa pagmumuka nila eh... joke! ok lang... thankful nmn ako sa kanila....... sa saturday after ng practice namin may concert and southboarder sa trinity... aatend don c cecille kaya sandali lang kmi....... tapos sa sunday may milo marathon kami! db pagod pagod ang lola mo!!!! hehehehe!!! kaya yan!

english... grabe nagkaroon kami ng quiz tapos dapat mataas yung score ko eh...(d naman ako bumagsak noh) kaso maxadong maarate yung teacher... like the answer is "rizal as teacher" and i wrote "rizal as a teacher" she marked it wrong! grabe na to! ok lang... yun yung gusto nya eh.... pero nakakainis kaya! db? tapos may kaekekan pang journal! hello!!!!!!!! ano ba tong bloggerko? db journal na 2..... tapos journal pa ulit, kaya nawawalan ako ng social life dahil sa mga trabaho ko eh.........

ganyan tlga ang life........ tapos may quiz ulit sa math sa monday.. ano kayang score ko nun! hehehe!!! sana mas mataas naman sa 74%!!!!!!!! hehehehe!!!! at ang teacher namn sa chemistry, pamatay!!!!!!!!!! grabe magdiscuss ng lesson... ang bilis tapos ang hina ng boses d ko marinig maxado....... kasi ba nmn asa likod ako nakaupo... alphabetical kc ang sitting arrangement nmin kaya ganun....... tapos kung magbigay ng assignment.... the ebst! ang dami!!!!!!!!!! d ko na 2 carry! kailangan ko na ata ng tuitor!!!!!!!!!! help me!!!!!!!!!!!

kaya ayun.... lonely ang life ko..... d manlang makagimmick!!!!!!!!! ok lang tanggap ko....... cge yun lang........ babush!!!!!!!!

it was horrible!!!

2004-07-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

you know what? i just got a 74% in my first math quiz! (kahit sanay na ko... ok lang..) well, im ok with it, its just that i could have gotten a higher grade if only i looked up my answers clearly.... i could have gotten a passing grade, but thats life... ill just make up for it next time.... im not embarassed with my grade because the lowest is 52%!!!! imagine!!! in my entire life ive never seen a grade of 52%!!!! at least mine's 74%... though its not something to be proud of... hehehe!!!! cecille got 96%.... well, what do you expect!!!

change topic! we attended the genereal assembly for TUGON-RESCUE. its a socio-political organization in PLM that is known as the most outstanding organization in the University. huh! nice!!!!! but were not official members yet.. we have to gain 10 points in order to be a certified "tugonista"!!! the advisewr of tugon rescue is my chemistry professor... lucky me? well, lets see! you be the judge! the tugon general assembly was held today at 1:00 pm and its also our chemistry class. our prof told us thats its okay if we attend the general aseembly... cool right! but when i texted my classmate about the things they did, he said they had a quiz!! whats up with that?!

im starting to be close to some of my classmates.... and i guess our block agrees on similar things..... it kind of reminded me of the 4-simplicity class of NS, because during vacant period, or when the teacher is not around... some play the guitar and sing.... huhuhuhu!!! i miss you guys!!!! so heres one of the songs that our block usually sings: its "The Reason" by Hoobastank..

i'm not a perfect person.
there are many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning.
i never meant to do those things to you.
and so i have to say before i go,
that i just want you to know
i've found a reason for me,
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you
i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear
i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know
i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do and the reason is you

wala lang.....

2004-07-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

tagal ko din na hindi nakapagpost sa blogger ko ha.... wala lang, wala kasi akong masulat na matino.... busy ako ngayon sa school...... medjo maraming assignments tapos lagi pang may pasok kaya asar! kainis pa yung picture ko sa friendster! kanino bang muka yun! joke! hehehehe!!!! sana lang may time akong magliwaliw ano! grabe na to!

meron na kong ibang friends sa school (sawa na kc ako k cecille eh! joke!) hehehe!!! c mark, c jet at c ar jo! grabe ang iingay nila! pagkakapareho nila sa iba kong kaibigan, pareho clang mapanglait! hehehehe!! db alex! joke lang.... kung meron akong friends, meron din naman kaming inaasar ng madalas sa school. kung sa n.s andyan c professor snape at c MULTO, well sa plm merong purungga, hippo at inday! hehehe!!!! wala lang...

so ok naman ang school life ko, ang lovelife ko? sempre zero parin! hehehe!! pero ok lang... ganyan tlga ang life... maxadong maraming pinapagawa sa school, kainis na nga eh.. grabe na to.. at hindi ko pa tapos gawin yung yearbook namin! haii pagod na ko... at napagisip isip ko na medjo mag babawas muna ako ng trabahong hindi naman sakin... in short, on vacation muna ang assignment maker ng bayan ha... papahinga po muna ako... k?

dapat magmeet kmi ni tec tec kanina sa mcdo kaso d sumulpot yung prof namin sa algebra kaya napauwi nalang kami ng d oras.... grabe pagod! hehehe!!!! ok lang yun... kaya pa naman ng powers ko! at magtuturo nga pla kmi sa s.a.t!!!! chemistry ata samin at algebra... haii naku sana naman effective akong teacher noh... pero sana hindi ako kila source mapunta para naman walang plastikan.... joke! san bang classroom c "great" alex? dn nlang ako magtuturo!!! hehehe!!! tablahan na 2! joke lang....

so yun nalang muna.... mga nonsense na lang muna ulit ang ipopost ko d2 sa blogger ko... wala lang... babush!!!!!!!!!

A Cinderalla Story

2004-07-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

weve seen so many movies about our favorite princess cinderella... there the disney cartoon, the ever after, princess diaries and many more. here another story of cinderella played by one of my favorites, hillary duff... its a movie to watch out for!

Cinderella never had it this bad. In A Cinderella Story - a twisted and hilarious update of the classic fairy tale - high school senior Sam Montgomery (HILARY DUFF) lives at the beck and call of her self-obsessed step-mother Fiona (JENNIFER COOLIDGE) and her sinfully wicked step-sisters, who treat her more like a servant than a member of the family.

With her sights set on attending Princeton, Sam finds her less-than-sparkling social life wonderfully complicated when she meets her prince charming online. But when her anonymous cyber soul mate turns out to be her high school's über-popular quarterback Austin Ames (CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY), Sam makes a mad dash back to reality, leaving her cell phone behind just before the clock strikes midnight.

Fearing rejection if her secret is revealed, Sam dodges Austin's efforts to discover the identity of his princess. Will Sam let fear hold her back, or will she find the courage to be herself and claim the life she's always wanted? Her chance at happily ever after depends on it.

for more info, visit www.warnerbros.com

The 17 Love Oracle: A Lover's Knot

2004-07-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

i was taking in school when a friend told me about this cool site in the internet. it was the website of 17 magazine that made her all freak out! the 17 love oracle is a game in the site and it is really really freaky! i followed the instructions and its so amazing that the computer really got the same symbol in my mind! the symbol was like a curved small letter "b". so when i click the icon on the monitor to check the "said fortune", it came out something like this:

A LOVER'S KNOT:
You're undaunted by things that would make other girls squirm — like shopping alone or enjoying a Friday night all by yourself with a great flick (or book!). Ever the independent one, the knot means that you're not going to let a moody, sulky boyfriend get you down. Even if he's begging you to come over and join in the pity party, you're going to stand up for the smile you feel like showing and refuse to lament over his lost pair of Adidas or lack of tickets to Saturday's game. Being true to yourself and keeping up your own spirits will make your man feel better way faster than if you both wax on about every little thing.

so i was so surprised by the results.... it was fun and exciting! you should try this game to... visit www.seventeen.com and look for the game named the 17 love oracle! try it! its great!

Life.....

2004-06-29T17:14:00.000+08:00

Life in the Twentieth Century is Characterized by Changing Patterns of Choice The above statement is, indubitably, true. Life is based upon an individual’s choices; upon their concept of the world. Beginning with the time of birth to the time of death, everyone spends every minute in life making a choice about one thing or another. One could imagine life as a long, winding road with infinite roads branching off in infinite directions. Robert Frost wrote in The Road Not Taken, 'I took the one less travelled by. And that has made all the difference.' Allen Jesson described it best in his poem Change, saying 'When the world is changing, why should people say the same?' He depicts life as a wave we can not possibly hope to stop. We must learn to go with the flow because 'those who won't move forward, will perish and are surely doomed.' Sure, we may get hurt along the way, but, if we do not continually strive towards perfection, we may as well lay ourselves in the ground. Through greater knowledge and understanding of our world, its people and how it works, people's perceptions have changed.

What I want most in life is to be able to look back and say there wasn’t anything I regret, no chances I didn’t take, and nothing I passed up. Life is to short to be spent asking yourself "what if?" What if I had tried harder, done more, been better. There are many things beyond our control that keep us from our dreams, but fear is the worst, and we bring it upon ourselves. Webster's Revised Unabridged Dictionary describes fear as "A painful emotion or passion excited by the expectation of evil, or the apprehension of impending danger." Fear can hold you in a grip so tight you feel as though there is no way to escape it, but overcoming it gives a gratifying sense of triumph and pride. Life is a journey and full of scary things, but there is no breaking new ground without leaving the beaten path. This was the theme of the movie "Strictly Ballroom". It was best described by a character in the movie when she said " A life lived in fear is a life half lived." To live your life in conformity is to keep yourself from your full potential.

Special Memory

2004-06-26T18:45:00.000+08:00

This song i dedicate to my grandmother who past away last June 19, 2004 and was buried last june 24,2004...... i love you lola....

You will always be, a special part of me
You will always be, a special memory
I'll always cherish wonderfull moments you have given me
You are in my heart, where ever I may be

All the times we've shared, will always be close to me
Songs my heart will sing, refreshing melody
I'll put together all of your laughter like a symphony
I'll remember you, where ever I may be

I'll pull together all of your laughter, like a symphony
I'll remember you where ever I may be
I'll remember you, where ever I may be
I'll remember you, where ever I may be

PLMer na ko!

2004-06-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

ok so june 14 marked the day of my first college experience... EPI was the first subject followed by algebra, then Chemistry... tough sched huh?! well, thats life.... one common thing about college prof is that they seldom come on time... and sometimes they dont come at all... hehehe!!! when we had our orientation i was so amazd by the way the emcee carried the situation... he had some good words that stayed on my mind.... like: "Pag may nagtanong san yung PLM? yun ba yung pamantasan sa likod ng mapua?" well, i was surprised when he said: " ah yung PLM, yun yung pamantasang lumalampaso sa mapua!" and the crowd went wild!!! i know i'm lucky to be in PLM... not to mention i have my friends with me there like cecile, vernice, macky and we-wey...

this friday is our foundation day... its supposed to be my rest day but i have to attend the celebration because attendace is a must! im gald to see nazarethans faces there!! hehehe!!!! and our college was assigned to wear blue!!! nice!!! so there,, a brief summary of my first week in college... i have lots of things to share ut i cant remember them all.... so.... there!

Music of My Heart

2004-06-15T18:11:00.000+08:00

You'll never know
What you've done for me
What your faith in me
Has done for my soul...

You'll never know
The gift you've given me..
I'll carry it with me (yeah...yeah...)

Through the days ahead
I think of days before
You made me hope for something better (yes you did)
And made me reach for something more

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside
Help me hear the music of my heart
Help me hear the music of my heart
You've opened my eyes
You've opened the door
To something I've never known before
And your love...
(love)
Is the music of my heart.. (music of my heart)

You were the one
Always on my side (always on my side)
Always standing by (always standing by)
Seeing me through

You were the song that always made me sing
I'm singing this for you (singing this for you baby)

Everywhere I go
I think of where I've been (think of where I've been)
And of the one who knew me better
Than anyone ever will again

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside
Help me hear the music of my heart
Help me hear the music of my heart
You've opened my eyes
You've opened the door (you opened the door)
To something I've never known before...
And your love...(your love)
Is the music of my heart

What you taught me
Only your love could ever teach me
You got through when no one could reach me
Ohh...ohh...ohh

Cause you always saw in me
All the best that I could be
It was you who set me free...

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside (me inside)
Help me hear the music of my heart
Help me hear the music of my heart

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside (me inside)
Help me hear the music of my heart (music of my heart)
Help me hear the music of my heart
You've opened my eyes
You've opened the door (opened the door)
To something I've never known before (never, never, felt before)
And your love...
Is the music of my heart..

Music of my heart
Music of my heart
Is the music of my heart.

God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You

2004-06-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)

In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) ohhh...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) yeah...

Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel?
It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (peaceful and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you..)
God must of spent...
A little more time
on you
(on you, on you..you....you..oooh..yeah)
A little more time
on you...ohhh

Hands to Heaven

2004-06-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

As I watch you move, across the moonlit room
There's so much tenderness in your loving
Tomorrow I must leave, the dawn knows no reprieve

God give me strength when I am leaving...

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday
Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

As we move to embrace, tears run down your face
I whisper words of love, so softly
I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane
Without your touch, life will be lonely

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday

Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

Morning has come, another day
I must pack my bags and say goodbye...

First Day

2004-06-13T20:01:00.000+08:00

ok so im anxious to go to school tomorrow since its my first day in college..... kind of excited and nervous at the same time..... i dont know what to expect in college so i guess ill just wait and see whats going to happen........ i happen to be Cecille's classmate....... i think its kind of fun to have a former classmate in your class once again......... the thought brings back the old days......

so i guess ill just have to wait........ i'll keep you posted........

Eyes On Me

2004-06-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

whenever sang my song
on the stage on my own
whenever said my words
wishing they will be heard
i saw u smiling at me
was it real or just my fantasy
you'll always be there in the corner
of this tiny little bar

my last night here for you
same old song just once more
my last night here for you
maybe yes maybe no
i kinda like it your way
how you shyly placed your eyes on me
but did you ever know
that i had mine on you

darling so there you are
with that look on your face
as if youre never hurt
as if youre never down
shall i be the one for you
who pinches you shoftly but sure
if frown is shown then i would know
that you are no dreamer.......

Neon Green

2004-06-11T18:08:00.000+08:00

oist! nabuhay po ulit ako!!! ngayon lng ulit ako nakapgpost sa blogger ko, medjo busy kc ako ngayon.... lagi akong nasa hospital kaya minsan nlang ako makapainternet! bkit "neon green" ang title?????? kc story to ng isa kong friend....... favorite nya kc green eh..... yung girl name nya Mia.(kunwaring name lang yun!) kakagraduate lang ni Mia, pero bfore yung actual grad day yung isa pa naming friend na c Kenny(kunwaring name lang din yun!) nagusap cla..... sbi nla sa day daw ng grad ni Mia uhmmmmmm lets say mag hang out clang dalawa......

tpos nung day nung grad c Kenny naka NEON GREEN!!!!!!! da b ang tarush! eh ang puti at ang tangkad pa namn ni Kenny kaya db??!!!! ang tarush tlga!!! so grad day na db, nagpapapansin na c Kenny k Mia kaso c Mia preoccupied ng mga panahong yun k --- kaya d nya napansin c Kenny!!!!

narealize nlang nya yun nung pauwi na xa... at too bad... late na.... c Kenny may bago na... xa rin nmn may bgo na eh kaya lang....... nawala na yung great love nya....

pero ok lang yun... life goes on para sa kanya.... db Mia?

Officially..........

2004-06-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

well, now i'm officially a reshmen of PLM... nakapgenrol na ko at kasama ko c alex....ok lang d maxadong maraming tao... ok nga eh..... and also now i'm officially...... "S"...

what does "S" mean....?????? SECRET!

sana maging maayos life ko sa college kahit na marming nagbago.... sna lang... wla lang.... gulo ko noh! basta yun na yun!

The best!

2004-06-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

26 Beautiful One-liners

1. Give God what's right -- not what's left.

2. Man's way leads to a hopeless end -- God's way leads to an
endless hope.
3. A lot of kneeling will keep you in good standing.

4. He who kneels before God can stand before anyone.

5. In the sentence of life, the devil may be a comma--but never
let him be the period.

6. Don't put a question mark where God puts a period.

7. Are you wrinkled with burden? Come to the church for a
face-lift.

8. When praying, don't give God instructions - just report for
duty.

9. Don't wait for six strong men to take you to church.

10. We don't change God's message -- His message changes us.

11. The church is prayer-conditioned.

12. When God ordains, He sustains.

13. WARNING: Exposure to the Son may prevent burning.

14. Plan ahead -- It wasn't raining when Noah built the ark.

15. Most people want to serve God, but only in an advisory
position.

16. Suffering from truth decay? Brush up on your Bible.

17. Exercise daily -- walk with the Lord.

18. Never give the devil a ride -- he will always want to drive.

19. Nothing else ruins the truth like stretching it.

20. Compassion is difficult to give away because it keeps coming
back.

21. He who angers you controls you.

22. Worry is the darkroom in which negatives can develop.

23. Give Satan an inch & he'll be a ruler.

24. Be ye fishers of men -- you catch them & He'll clean them.

25. God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

26. Read the Bible -- It will scare the hell out of you.

What we do in life echoes in eternity....

"Never frown even when you are sad, because you never know who is
falling in LOVE with your smile..."

You cannot shop for something you can't afford....

2004-06-02T16:09:00.000+08:00

narinig ko tong sentence na to k alex... nabasa nya sa book na "i kiss dating goodbye"... maganda yung meaning nya... diverse and vast.... it may mean one thing for one person and different for the other but still both can be valid...

very practical yung meaning at pwede kahit saan... db?

yun lang....

Cornered

2004-06-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

have you experienced being the scape-goat???????? well, not to say youre the geek or anything, but being the laughing stuck of your friends sometimes.... of course soemtimes we have our clumsy moments.... but being the source of laughter by your friends can sometimes be embarassing....

pero ok lang yun... basta masaya.... basta marunong makisama... db?

actually, walang sense yung mga pinagsasabi ko.... hehehe!!!!

Maybe

2004-05-31T16:31:00.000+08:00

there i was waiting for a chance
hoping that you'll understand
the things i wanna say
as my love went stronger than before
i wanna see you more and more
but you closed your door
why dont you try
to open up your heart
i wont take so much of your time

maybe its wrong to say please love me too
coz i know youll never do
somebody else is waiting there inside for you
maybe its wrong to love you more each day
coz i know he's here to stay
and i know to whom you should belong

i believe what you said to me
we should set each other free
thats how you want it to be
as my love went stronger than before
i wanna see you more and more
but you closed your door

*** alam ko maraming nakakarelate dito... right alex?! nice naman... well, its a nice song.. it used to be a national anthem ng philippines... hehehe!

Michael Moscovitz

2004-05-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

i just finished reading volume 3 of princess diaries and its really great! buti nalang makulit c alex na basahin ko na yung book 3 dahil sobrang ganda!!!! as in!!!

of course may idea na kayo kung ano yung ending kasi all fairytales end up living happily ever after pero the way the story ended, superb!!! wala nang masusulat pang mas maganda! as in!

syempre if you found out that your life long love feels the same way towards you, d b and ganda!!!

to give you a scoop: "roses are red, violets are blue... you may not know it, it somebody loves you too..."

Wander Girl...........

2004-05-29T14:08:00.000+08:00

tanong nyo cguro bkit wander girl??? hindi yan yung favorite na libro ni alex sa cosmo pero kc........ well, wala pa rin me skul! kainis na nga eh........

well, pumasa nga me ng st. jude db, pero d pa sure kung don talaga me papasok....... baka mag CCM nalang me or something.,... ewan ko! gulo ng life ko ngayon noh!

pero ok lang, carry pa naman!!!!!!! so wish me gudluck nalang........ hehehe!!! kailangan ko ngayon yun!

things are not always what they seem

2004-05-28T17:53:00.000+08:00

well, wala lang... ang deep ng title noh! tarush!!!!!! pero walng kwenta ang isusulat ko 2day... hehehe! basta yung na yun! wala lang... walang magawa... tarush!

tsk! tsk! tsk!

2004-05-28T14:32:00.000+08:00

well, now its official, hindi na ko mag aaral sa plm! well for the second time d ako pumasa sa test! ano yun joke joke joke! pero ok lang... so baka sa st. jude na ko pumasok and nakapagtest na ko at pumasa naman ako! yahoo!!!!!!!! well, ok alang akahit d ko masyado feel yung school pero ok na rin, at least! kasi ang dami kong pinagtesan... ust and all kaya sayang... pero as always ok lang...

i always had the maxim never quit pero now i realize you can carry perseverance too far..... db? so kahit na struggle against the wind pa ang nagging experience ko sa plm, ok lang... there is raainbow always after the rain! tarush!!!

sayang kc gusto ko pa naman sa plm pumasok more than any other school so cguro goodbye na sa mga dreams ko sa plm..... hehehe!!!

Vibes...

2004-05-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

pagod na ko... ang daming kailangang gawin... as in! yung vibrations ng N.S. at ang yearbuk namin d pa tapos... kaialanagan ko na daw matapos sbi ni moderator namin... not to mention wala pa kong school!!! hehehe!!! pero ok lang... carry ko pa naman eh...!!!

katatapos lang ng special exam ko sa plm at parehong parehong ung test namin sa school... yung binigay ng guidance counselor namin... kaya ok sya!

nahahastle nga lang ako dahil pinapatapos sakin ni alex yung mga books na hiniram ko sa kanya... gusto b naman patapos skin lahat!!! hehehe!!! ok lang, carry pa rin!!!

watch out sa yearbuk natin kc gusto ni Ms. Flores tapos na daw yung yearbuk before pasukan... kaya yung mga inutusan kong gumawa ng profiles, taapusin nyo na plzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

ok? ok!

My sign

2004-05-22T15:39:00.000+08:00

Leo

Turn ons

If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. Do lavish Leo`s frequently with compliments and see them purr like a cat. They fall easily for flattery and want to be center of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).

Turn offs

Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leo`s always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart keep a sunny smile on your lips and then let lion take the charge and remove all worries from your life.

What Letter R U?

2004-05-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

Does your name begin with: A
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

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Does your name begin with: B
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an _____expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your _____expression of endearments, and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

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Does your name begin with: C
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, Needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this.. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

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Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper .

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Does your name begin with: E
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover)

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Does your name begin with: F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover. ___________________________________________________________
Does your name begin with: G

You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is yourintellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people. ___________________________________________________________
Does your name begin with: H

You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life ,fun & everything You seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have Attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion for life.

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Does your name begin with: I
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of _____expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.

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Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

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Does your name begin with: K
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

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Does your name begin with: L
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your _____expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".

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Does your name begin with: M
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

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Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you Throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

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Does your name begin with: O
You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking we. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities From your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.

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Does your name begin with: P
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of Doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang- ups.You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things.You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

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Does your name begin with: Q
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.

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Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

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Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

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Does your name begin with: T
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life. !

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Does your name begin with: U
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love. When not in love you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put others feelings above yours.

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Does your name begin with: V
You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.

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Does your name begin with: W
You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.

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Does your name begin with: X
You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.

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Does your name begin with: Y
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationships which doesn't work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

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Does your name begin with: Z
You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's saviour.

A Girl Can Dream

2004-05-22T15:18:00.000+08:00

when i was a child the story would say
somebody would sweep me off my feet someday
thats what i hope would happen with you
more than you could know

but you have somebody else
and this feeling i keep to myself

i may never get to hold you so tight
i may never get to kiss you good nyt
i may never get to look deep in your eyes
or so it seems
i'll always will be wishing you were mine
i think about what could been all the time
all the happiness that i could find
baby, a girl cand dream

from the moment i wake up till i fall asleep
i imagine you not with her but with me
talking and laughing, sharing our dreams
its just a fantasy

coz you have somebody else
and this feeling i keep to myself

i may never get to hold you so tight
i may never get to kiss you good night
i may never get to look deep in your eyes
or so it seems
i'll always will be wishing you were mine
i think about what could been all the time
all the happiness that i could find
baby, a girl can dream

a girl can dream its true
and to call you my own
its the sweetest dream i know

HerInspiration

2004-05-22T15:02:00.000+08:00

some of my favorite quotes from globe girlfriend HerInspiration:

* the darkest hour is d best time to see d stars. iot is when life seems most harsh and painful that d most wonderful blessings arrive.

* we will always encounter challenges that make us feel less than er really are. what matters is that we can pick ourselves up.

--- well, bagay na bagay tong quotes na to for me kc medjo nahihirapan me kumuha ng school kc d me pumasa sa school na gusto ko....... well meron pa naman chance, lets see nalang kung anong mangyayari..... kung d me sa plm papasok this school year, bka sa st. jude me.......san ba yun?!!!!!! joke!

and so kung d me makapasa sa special exam ko sa plm, katapusan na b ng mundo? d naman kaya ok lang yn... carry ko pa yan, pero sna pumasa parin me...... hehehe!

Say Goodbye

2004-05-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

Heart cannot always seem to seize
emotions just like a breeze
passion comes from some place real
and the heart is just like its seal

Now i think it can't anymore hold
the burden inside that cannot be told
why is it, it has to be this way
do i have to lie and walk away?

But i think its the right thing to do
not to say my real feelings for you
you might not understand what i mean
coz my true feelings might not be seen

Though its very hard for me to lie
i'll bid you farewell as you walk by
but dont you worry and dont you cry
love wont die even if i say goodbye.